No matter how big a foodie we are, I am certain that each one of us have one particular fruit/vegetable/meat that we just cannot stand, for no particular reason. I know people who can't stand pineapple. I know people who cannot tolerate curd. My nemesis is watermelon. So, if you do plan on eating a watermelon, stay far far away from me.
I have often argued that we just do not wake up one fine day not liking a particular thing. There has got to be some incident related with that particular food that has made the person despise it so much. The very sight or smell of it could trigger a lot of subconscious memories deep inside and makes you want to run away. Most of the time we do not know why we don't like something and we claim that we have always disliked it from the time we remember.
I used to love watermelons as a child. I remember eating like there was no tomorrow. During the season the fridge always had a few, and I never hesitated when it came to helping myself. One day however, when we were staying in Calcutta, I assume I over did it. Maybe I did not really over eat. Maybe it was just a bad melon, but I clearly remember vomiting for a very long time. I threw up all over the house and I felt sick and I remember that that was one lousy day. I forgot about watermelons for a long long time and I just stayed away from it. When I grew a little older, I remember someone sitting next to me and eating a melon, while I gag and run to the toilet. Right from then, I would always feel pukish and sometimes throw up at the very sight or smell of watermelon. I could not sit next to someone eating one.
Over the years I believe that things have improved. I just could not avoid someone having a watermelon juice when we went to a juice stall. Eventually I got used to it, and now I don't mind sitting next to someone who is munching, but I try to look away. I still cannot eat one and I cannot even touch one that has been cut open. But I guess I have my reason. I blame it on my bad experience. What's your bad experience?
One of my favorite things to eat is chicken liver. No it is not my no: 1 dish, but I really like it a lot. Any curry I make, the liver is reserved for me by default. Sometimes it is over even before the dish is on the table. Few days ago my mother made some liver fry, which I feasted on and around two days ago, she saw me hunt for the liver in the chicken curry she had made and she went on to tell me a story of how as a child, I did not know that chickens had livers, maybe until I was six or seven years old.
My mother loves the liver too, and even back then, the liver never made it to the table. It was claimed by my mother in the name of "taste check" as soon as the dish was ready. I never got a taste of it and I never even knew it existed. However one holiday we were in my native place and was spending time with my grand parents. My grand mother was in the kitchen and I assume she must have been making chicken. Before lunch was served she calls me into the kitchen and hands me one funny looking thing on a small plate. She was sure excited to give me that, as it was the only one in the whole dish. I look at it suspiciously and have a confused look on my face. I ask her what that was and she seemed even more confused that I did not know what that was. She tells me it is a liver and I think I tried convincing her that chickens did not have livers, cause I have never come across one in the few years I have been eating.
Right at that moment my mother walks into the kitchen and my grandmother looks at her and demands to know why I do not know what a liver is. A sly grin probably appeared on my mothers face as she explained how she "tastes" the food before serving it. That solved the mystery for my grandmother. I don't think I cared. I was busy biting into the yummy piece of new body part I had discovered. I walked out of the kitchen a much wiser boy and I don't think I may have missed many livers since.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
A Tale Of Two Foods
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Prayer
I have not really understood how prayer works, or how it's supposed to work. I can't say that it does not work either, because it does have some comfort factor attached to it. I don't know if someone up above is literally listening to what each of us say or ask, or if it is another way we make peace with our subconscious, by striking a deal consciously, and hence feeling reassured of not having any more conflicting voices. Either way, does not matter, because that's not what this post is about.
I just remembered something from way back in my childhood, which I find very amusing. Growing up in a very church oriented household, I was taught the importance of prayer very early on. It was no surprise that my dad took great pride in the fact that I could recite the lords prayer very early on and even say the benediction without flaw. I never missed a chance to use my talents during family prayer time and the only hard time was when we had another priest or bishop visit home, and I just would not give up my right to say the benediction or prayer. Most of the time it turned out that we ended up having two prayers as well as two benedictions.
What I find amusing was how I got to learn the power of prayer. This incident happened when I was maybe three or four years old and yet I do remember it clearly. In Kerala we used to have power cuts that lasted for 30 minutes. We still have it. Anyway, 30 minutes without power was a little too much for me to handle as a three year old. The first ten minutes were OK and then I would start becoming cranky. By the time it was close to thirty minutes, I used to whine a lot and my dad came up with a very creative idea to pacify me. He told me to pray and that God would bring the power back. Now it always so happened that I reached this point just as the scheduled power cut was about to get over and almost every time, the power came back on as I was half way through my prayer, asking God to fix the lines, or when I had just said amen.
Each time it amazed me, that God was listening to my prayers and that I had the power to bring the power back. This probably made me feel more worthy than a bishop to pray or say the benediction. Little did I realize that each time I was asked to pray, there was hardly a minute for the power to come back. Now that I think for myself, it seems amusing. I did remind my dad and ask him about this incident and he says that he was not trying to trick me into believing that prayer works. He said that I reached the level of crankiness in 30 minutes and asking me to pray was a way of shutting me down and pacifying me.
Looking back at it, it does not matter. I still do pray, and not because I felt that I could ask God to bring the power back, but just because I want to. I still don't know how prayer works, but I don't think that it matters to me. The reasons I pray could be totally different from any of you and what I call prayer can be totally different too, but it does make my day better, and puts to rest any conflict or uneasiness I have within.
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Sunday, January 04, 2009
United State Of Mind - 2
Never before have I felt hurt,
On hearing my own name.
I hoped that reference was towards someone else,
But it wasn't to be.
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Thursday, January 01, 2009
New Year, and Some Changes
I was never the kind to make any resolutions. The reason was that I believed changes could be made any day. You did not need one specific day to change something or make a decision. Probably true. Some of my past resolutions have worked out fine while some have bombed. This year I thought I could try it differently.
I noticed that there are very few things that I want to change in me. I am pretty much happy with the way I am, but anyway, I will be happy if I could make the following changes too.
# My biggest concern is my health. In all these years, I have been really careless. I have eaten things that i should not and I have done things to my body that I should not have. However, I have never really fallen sick or suffered from any ailments. Touch wood. Well, all the pork and cheese and pizza will surely catch up with me some day, so I am guessing it's time I took care. No, I am not going to give up all those lovely food. I will control how often I eat fatty stuff.
# I don't ever want to have a 6 pack and a well toned body, but I do want to get rid of the excess fat around my face and tummy. Sitting at home and eating less alone wont help. In a week or so, I hope to be hitting the gym. Lets see if a few months of exercising can make a difference. Gosh, how I long for a much flatter tummy. Consistency will be the key.
# I have gotten rid of a few bad habits that I have and that have harmed my health. Hopefully this time it is for good. I have done it many times before, but now I really want to be a quitter.
# Over the last month or more, I have noticed that there were few people with whom I have kept my distance. Honestly, I don't know why. I did notice that in spite of me pushing them away, they continued to love me and show their love for me. It just made me feel ashamed for acting the way I did. Few weeks ago I asked myself if I could come up with one valid reason why I should dislike them. I got none. Shame on me. So this year Onwards, I am going to love everyone. I am going to be nice to everyone and before I decide to hate someone or say I dislike someone, I am going to ask myself if I have a valid reason to do so. Even if I do, I want to be able to push that aside and move on. Life is too short to be disliking people. I love all of you. Hell yeah.
So, a Happy 2009 to all of you. May all your dreams and wishes come true and may love reign over everything else. Cheers...!!
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